. Somehow I just can't let that go.
9. Having to hold my belly fat out of the way while I shave my legs. . . .well, that is just getting old.
8. I used to be photogenic when I was younger. I ran in front of the camera every time someone was snapping photos. I worked on the yearbook staff, and I used to make sure that a disproportionate number of pictures of myself got into the yearbook. Now, when I see a camera, I run in the other direction. Kind of the like the women that Mark Gungor describes in this hilarious video.
One day, I will probably die. And when that day comes, my kids will want to look back at pictures of me. But there won't be any. And they will just wonder, "Where the heck was Mom while we were raising ourselves?"
7. I'm tired of having ZERO energy. I'm pretty sure that has something to do with the fact that I'm lugging a zillion extra pounds around all the time.
6. I'm regularly offended by the clothing in the "Women's" (aka Fat, Portly, Chubby, Large, Obese, etc.) section. Those clothes look like they were designed in the 1950's for women who were roughly 87 years old. Frumpy. I would like to wear more stylish clothes before I really am 87.
5. They also say you can find clothing to "accentuate" your shape. There's apple-shaped, pear-shaped, banana-shaped, and hourglass-shaped. So far I haven't seen clothing for the Michelin Man-shaped woman.
4. I don't like how everything jiggles when I walk. And when stand still. And when I sit. And when I breathe.
3. I want my kids to eat better and feel better about themselves than I do. So, I want to change the tide and become a positive influence on my kids. Also, I'm jealous of my 13-year-old who has a shape I would kill for. Is that bad?
2. I love to swim. But I've noticed a strange phenomenon in the past few summers. When I try to swim underwater, I find it extremely difficult to stay underwater. I thought maybe I was becoming a weak swimmer. But then the truth gradually came to me. . . .I couldn't stay under water because fat is buoyant. With my spare tire, (see Michelin Man), it's like trying to swim with an inner tube around my waist.
1. When I complain about being a fat, old lady, my husband consoles me with, "You're not old."